From the recording Not Going Back
Written and Produced by Billy Webster
Lead Guitar by Carl Basler
Recorded at the Jersey Dream, 2026
Lyrics
So many questions living deep inside my brain
A state of desperation I cannot contain
‘Cause nothing in this world is making any sense
When evil walks amongst us with no consequence
And I am an angry Buddhist searching for the light
And I brace myself for fighting the good fight
Without letting hatred in to kill my heart
But I don’t know where to start
I thought we hit rock bottom then the floor fell out
So let me tell you what this madness is about
There’s a cancer growing deep inside the soul
Of anyone whose motivation is control
And I am an angry Buddhist searching for the light
And I brace myself for fighting the good fight
Without letting hatred in to kill my soul
But this darkness takes its toll
Take my hand
Look into my eyes
You’re so beautiful
And you see through my disguise
Is there a peaceful way to channel all this rage
A better way to burn the book and turn the page
Deep in the woods we light a fire and we dance
Around the light of second sight and second chance
And I am an angry Buddhist searching for the light
And I brace myself for fighting the good fight
Without letting hatred in to kill my heart
And I’m never gonna be afraid to start
Revolutions of the heart and of the mind
And the answers are the questions that I find
When I know that there is strength in being kind
When I know that love is blind
